13.05.27: a doorless entrance
Many who walk into your life will eventually leave; what they left is either a memory of a smile, laugh or an idea. It’s hard sometimes to recall past friendships and wonder “what happened” or “what went wrong?”
Sometimes I wish I was more entertaining, interesting and genuine; and maybe then, they would stay.
I usually don’t cry
but, when I do I just wish someone would hold me.
I just want someone to figure me out.
I just want someone to help me piece together my broken mirror. Tired of picking them up without getting hurt.
Someone take me away. Take me away to a place of music and lights. A place where my troubles are incinerated; and for once, my life mended together.
I don’t expect you to understand me. I just want you to endure my troubled attitude under stressful and confusing circumstances of events. My life is a rough ride. Hang in there. I’ll be me again. I’ll show you that I’m not just insane. I’ll show you the best of me. Just give me time.
With warmest regards,
future friend (hopefully)